Saturday, October 25, 2008
NEWS
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
圆梦篇。。。
tat day i gt tt somemore...wat a big obstacle...i totally can't concentrate on the tt... my mind all thinking of the competition later on...haha. after tt i go back change clothes...vegi them havn't come muar...so no ppl giv me advise on the clothes...i can't decide without ppl besides.@@ but i hav 2 decide also la...n then go CARLS make up...this time is much much more better than the leo installation...tat time really very ugly! but tis time!wow!! nice!i like it...they all say beautiful...hahaha...
u know wat no. we get? 41 n 42! hoh...so many ppl...n our group get 16...last group also! we wait n watch others sing...wait till very very sleepy...all mood gone d...some of them very very "geng" .i even saw miko there oo...but she not taking part la...she cum support her 徒弟.not bad! she get third place!but some of them......not i wan 2 laugh on them!haha!some even sing those song like in wedding dinner...haiz...
i not so sastify my performance!! gt走音4 times! hooh...u can't imagine how nervous i'm! wahsai! i ady dun know wat i'm singing! n i simply walk here n there...not match at all! haha!
the whole 'process' hav been recorded oo...sure will be thw historical moment!
after the last constestant tat is vegi(haha) then we go eat...many of the constestant there ady there...haha. we havn't eat ady gt fren call us said ady no.13 liao...so we rush bck lo. we reached there, next group is me n vegi d...this time i not nervous at all! dun know leh...coz 2gather wif vegi! gt her beside i didn't feel nervous!^^ but she not in well condition leh...keep on破音!haha...n the most 劲爆moment is!!!! vegi dance! frighten me!make me 空蒙 for 0.01seconds!haha! she said she always破音so 87 ady...dun care ady...so show her hot dance!haha!
this time we sang《幸福的地图》,the song we failed 2 perform in Pei Hwa's中秋晚会...this time we sang the song completely!n also won!!!hahaha! so this song is meaningful 4 us!
although this time they all can't reached here 2 support us but i knew they ady tried their best 2 cum but traffic jam very serious...so thanks ya all my fren!
n thanks WT be my driver n camera man tat day...^^ (u r from photography club de mah...giv u a chance 2 practice!haha)thanks SS coz go support me(although i dun know the real reason he cum,still appreciate...), thanks ah camp cum support me! thanks xin er company us... thanks my sister vegi coz giv me so sweet memory!!i think next time when i recall this i will sure smile!n the last 1 is my xianggong!thanks ur bless...
after the competition is the time 2 exam! no prepare at all! coz i still沉浸在比赛的兴奋,就好像做了场美梦!haha!
now the exam is almost finish...still gt maths paper2 on monday! haiz...sure die! u know my maths paper 1 almost dun know how 2 do! 严重的挫败感!i think no 1 will beleve my add maths get A1! how stupid i'm!haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!
erm...oh ya...i get a present coz i won the competition!haha! nice la...thanks ya!very 感动oo...^^
2moro is peiching n chenhao's birthday...but all frens not around...haiz...now all ppl gt their world d...无奈...
dun know wat 2 say d...for futher information please log on to www.limteh.com!haha!
Saturday, August 30, 2008
half month didn't go home.
yesterday is the day after 2 weeks i didn't bck home. but at the moment i wan go home i receive a bad news, my grandma was in the hospital! wasai! I'm shocked! so i can't go bck d...straight away go hospital visit her... luckily she still ok. relieve.
at there i meet a weird aunty...she is the patient opposite my grandma. she ask me 4 help. she say the nurse taken her medicine, wan me 2 take it bck. u know y tis will happen? is bcoz she refused 2 eat it! omg! then i keeping go 2 find the nurse n say the things she wan 2 say 2 them, n then cum bck tell her wat the nurse say! walao! this process repeat 4 "n" times! the time i spend 4 helping her is much more than the time i accompany my grandma leh... act this aunty quite pitiful also la...but i ady try all my best 2 persuade her 2 eat her medicine...but she also keeping telling me she can only eat half of the pill! this is the matter that make all the nurse dun wan bother her ady...haiz...i think she is too lonely tat y she think too much d...
act i should hav many many things 2 write but i dun know how 2 start.
start from the kl trip ba...quite a happy trip lo... i buy the chocolate that almost Rm 100 d...
n then is my sister vegi's birthday! we hav a nice day...n taken many many 38 photo. we take her 2 hsm n introduce 2 some of my fren. but i really not satisfy wif juz the celebration like tat, next time when we all after f6 i sure giv u a much more better birthday!
next, soon sheng's birthday. we sang birthday song 2 him at 12am. he was touching oo...but act this type of things is consider absolutely normal 4 pei hwa's gang! so easy 2 touching oo...haha. our birthday celebration must be all very creative 1! tat is pei hwa! wakaka!
they cum my hostel there at night 2 celebrate his birthday...they say wan see our bedroom, once we open the door, guess wat happened! FLOODING!!! the windows didn't close! haiz...frighten...luckily they wan see our room, if not later they bck d i must be shocked when i see this scenery...haha.
tat day i sleep alone leh...coz siok ching n xiner bck home d...
the next morning i still didn't disturbed by my messange alert...when i wake up, i walk out from my room wif my pajamas n messy hair...n shocked by the boy sitting on the sofa! haha. he also frighten by me lo...haha. after having breakfast i go 2 sch 4 talentime...i heard a nice
after that we go fetch dada... TLC really Too Low Class! i bring dada in wif her fren's ticket, she purposely go n expose me!Too Low Class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!her name really suitable 4 her! she also go henry abt this n always EMPHASIS this!
afternoon is the time we go 8 concert!!!haha.
is raining during the concert!( thanks 4 WT n jeff help me n dada遮雨 oo) haiz...remind those who r short dun go concert like tat...coz u will juz like me! see nothing when the concert running! haha. i ady stand on tiptoe liao but still can't see! jiko leh...but now recall it i think still gud! coz we enjoy the atmosphere of the concert!haha.
the night b4 the sch reopen me siok ching didn't sleep 2 rush out phy worksheet! haiz...i juz didn't sleep 4 1 night jeh...the next day i straight away chan chan...i feel nausea...really like ppl who 害喜!haha.
the next matter is!!!!!
the matter make me cry 2nd times in this year!
tat day is music club mesyuarat agung...b4 it start, henry say: now we're giving post, those who didn't get dun be too sad n dissapointed...those things la... when he saying this he was looking at me all the way! juz like all this he juz wan 2 tell me only!act i know wat will happen d... but i can't walk away right now rite? i still show my smiling face 2 them...i respect them...(but who respect me!)T_T
after the meeting end i straight away walk out...i tahan 4 very long time d... we go tanjung... siokching n xiner they consoling me... at the beginning i didin't expect i will cry! really...haiz...they really jiko... when they mention abt "zihang" n "juz cry out" i straight away can't tahan liao! haiz...when i bcum so weak! i shouldn't cry! but i still cried! so shame 2 cry in front ppl!
wasai! when i listen 2 《下一个天亮》i cry lagi teruk!!haiz...
they even call zihang n vegi...make me haiz...........dun know wat 2 say...the only words i can say is有姐妹真好!
really really thanks u all!!! n my chocolate also!^^
i won't let u all dissapointed! won't let u all worry abt me anymore! i will learn 2 be more坚强!! i will try my best! i hope i can make it...
juz like 《下一个天亮》~~我发誓要更努力 更有勇气!, n 《不药而愈》~~看伤心慢慢痊愈 我会好好地安慰我自己!
my mood recently: still quite down.
Monday, August 11, 2008
salt on the wound...
in the class, wif the company of my 3 fren n irene i feel more nature...won't be too sad...
after sch i go out eating lunch wif all of them...is my decision 2 go correct? i dun know...i really dun know d la...y all the things happened in my life bcum so complicated! i can't withstand leh...i hav no appetite, but for the sake of not to be so 刻意i still eating...i think i can skip my dinner d lo...
after that go back sch for librian duty...here is the time the 2nd blow of me! Liwei ask me wat happen...i say ntg...she say anything can juz tell her, then i think she's also quite a good fren of me so i tell her lo... i really really ,dreaming also can't predict she will say this... actually i feel very sad 2 hear this... she ask me whether gt feel she not so wish 2 talk wif me o not? i say yes...i thought she dun wan talk is bcoz she is in bad mood recently, i really can't believe she also think me like that...she say she heard ppl say i'm this type of girl, n the girl is from her class n the girl is heard from the student of my class!!! this make me straight away shocked! omg! all togather is how many ppl thought me like tat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T
even my classmate???i really can't believe!
LW say she dun know whether she is misunderstanding me o not... when these word cum out from her that is the 1st time i know wat is the feeling of heartbroken... i can feel the heartache clearly... i regard her as my fren but i really can't imagine when i 2gather wif her, she thought me like that... T_T n i still talikng n joking wif her?? can't imagine wat she is thinking of me previously...i felt myself like a clown... when she asking me"i should believe u o not?" i think that time my heart twisted d... but at least she say she decided 2 believe me...
besides, she say even her dato's fren also dislike me...my second shock!she say gt ppl say me 有心机...how come how come! how 2 say?? i treat ppl wif all my sincere ok!=='''
who can tell me wat can i do??? T_T我是怎么沦落到这种地步的!
when we sit down discuss about this thing...when i talking my frens there...really can't tahan anymore...my eyes straight away brimming wif tears...i try 2 control but i failed 2 do that... i think ka xiang n little circle saw it d lo...sry 2 let u saw that!
(jeff n weityng, dun go n tell LW i write this here hoh...dun let her know u know this better la...i dun wan she misunderstanding me again...)
i really really missing my fren! my 5sc2 best fren! how good if they are here n console me...the 1st 1 i miss is dada...i can imagine her anxious n helpless look...but i know she is trying her best 2 comfort me...2nd is vegi my best sister! i think wat she will say is" aiya dun bother them la..." n try 2 do something funny 2 make me smile... 3rd is suteng! she sure will hav a lot 2 say la... n chenying...she will also very nervous when i'm crying n ask 4 help from other fren...^^ erm...teck wei also...he will sure show me his embrass look n say"dun cry la" woeiyeh...he will say something ppl unpredictable... n all my others fren!!!!
i missing that time "jia min's matter" they all 挺我的时候。。。我就是有你们真心诚意地安慰。。。不离不弃的陪伴。。。才让我慢慢的走出那可怕的阴影! 现在没有了你们我真的很难过!不知道该怎么办!想到我们在一起的欢乐时光。。。我就只能哭!我是怎么了!!!!什么时候我的眼泪变得那么不听话!我几时变得那么爱哭! 自从佳敏的事过后我就没再哭过!是一年前的事了吧。。。但现在让我透不过气!快要窒息了!一切都超出我的想象!这个世界再也不像我想象的那样简单!突然变得好复杂好复杂!是我太天真了吗?
成长就是长这个样子的吗?我怎么越来越讨厌这样的自己! 真的很讨厌!如果可以重来,我只愿能活在自己一个人的世界。。。那么这一切的一切就不会发生了!
我知道威廷,jeff,家祥,小元,irene你们都很努力的想要安慰我。。。真的很感动!很感动!你们让我觉得我不是一个人!但我现在连要以怎样的心态面对你们我都不知道了。。。等我整理好自己再说吧。。。
多希望有个肩膀能让我依靠。。。就算是女生那也很好!^^
怎么总觉得伤心的时候听歌特别有感触呢。。。听《幸福地图》想到vegi,《一个像夏天一个像秋天》想到女生朋友。。。《下一个天亮》《不要而愈》想到梓杭。。。
现在最适合我的心情的歌是“我的天空今天有点灰,我的心是个落叶的季节,我不知道如何度过今夜,所有的灯早已经全都熄灭。。。”
Saturday, August 9, 2008
SAD!!!!
Jeff cum n tell me gt F5 boy say i'm "hiao"! omg!! can't accept it! u can say me 38 say me ugly say me short say me fat or whatever!but can't say me "hiao"! i really can't accept ppl thought i'm hiao!
Y Y Y? i hav no interact wif F5 boy ok! my pattern is like that since b4 mah...ntg ok! haiz...i really miss my fren! at least no ppl will think me like tat...they all know me! understand me! T_T not like here! small small matter also wan make till so big matter!i really not girls like that! really really really! i dun know which part of me making them hav such this "jiko" thinking! mayb i talk too much wif boys o i always smiling n laughing...what i can say is i really can't believe city's ppl also so "conservatism"but anyway! i won't let this matter continue 2 spread! if not i really dun know wat i will do!
i feel not adapted wif the environment of muar! a big gap compare 2 our previos sch... previously, we all always joking, laughing...all ppl like tat, but here...i dun know y la...mayb they r more high class or watever la!they seems like 开不起玩笑! ok...fine! i 配合u all! but wan me dun joking is something impossible la...i will really try my best not talking too much! anything i wan 2 say i try 2 keep inside my heart! although i hav never put anythings sad or secret in my heart but! ntg is impossible rite! moon also ppl can climb up! how difficult 2 hide my words in my own heart!!! T_T its the time 4 me 2 totally change my characteristic! although it will no longer me! but for the sake of stopping the stupid thinking of others...i hav no choice 2 do that! i will make myself dissapear in the crowd!
i will only show the true of me in front the frens that really know me, really know i'm not such this type of girl!
T_T this matter REALLY broken my heart into pieces n pieces...the wound won't cure!
I'm crying while writing this... so u can know how hurt is it?
can't blame any1...is my fault! jeff i'm not blaming u! i should thanks u for telling this 2 me!
haiz...now listen 2 any lyric song also i feel wan 2 cry!T_T
my mood 2day: DOWN!
Saturday, August 2, 2008
long time didn't update my blog liao!
how abt the life in f6? 1 word! busy! actually some regret transfer 2 hsm! b4 tat we all thought hsm is a very good sch! but after get in...juz like tat only! the teacher even lousy than ledang! they all really very jiko 1 la! this cannot that cannot! walao! f6 d leh! thought we r kindergarden ar!
i really feel bad! girls in that sch must wear very very properly, tied"ALL" ur hair up! seems like we enter this sch is 2 seduce their high sch boy! sry!no interested ok! qiu...such this small small matter also wan blow up! ceh!
sch really gt many activities leh! very busy! n i feel can't follow the syllubus leh... in pei hwa, all teacher r good n expert! but now! those teacher really useless, i still can't make myself used 2 study by my own! T_T i really very cham de...feel anxious everytime i think abt my study!
last friday i gt badminton competition!abt my double wif irene, we only able 2 beat TLC-(too low class) haha! she is a girl in my class! 100 times terrible than minjie! hobby:showoff n look down ppl! look at her u will feel minjie's act is ntg. haha. we feel glad 2 defeat her! hahaha! n i enter top 4 of my mix double wif eddy...coz he is too pro! actually is his effort la.
hooh...so happy 2 join this competition leh! coz gt many frens join also, so we all gather at 1 place 2 cheer on our fren who is fighting! they all gt many pattern la...funny enough!^^
mr.FY really making me dislike him! haiz...y gt ppl like him! really wish 2 tell him! dun ! nvr ever try 2 tied me up! try 2 limit me! I'm nt ur who! i do anything is ntg related wif u!
n he always suddenly "play autism"...suddenly bcum quiet n be alone...i dun know wat he trying 2 do la...lazy 2 bother him! he always complain his brother all nt treat him as brother n coldshouldered him! tat's y i always say this 2 him " aiyo...dun think too much la..." but then he nt shiok wow...say me helping wt n jeff them la...say i also dun bother him la...he also always sour me say i more close wif wt n jeff them la...haiz...mr.FY! dun make everything complicated la! is nt i dun wan bother u! is i really can't communicate wif u ok! i afraid i will quarrel wif u later leh! dun make me 破戒 hoh! i ady long time no quarrel wif ppl after jiamin! i dun wan quarrel juz bcoz of him! not worth at all!
erm... i feel very 不好意思2 weityng leh...always trouble him 2 fetch me...although he say ntg, but i still feel不好意思lo...haiz...he is so nice ppl! this make me 更不好意思...haha...i think i'm the only fren who bring so many troubles 2 him...haiz...next time gt anythings i can help must tell me, i sure will 义不容辞haha!
2moro is my male sister also my相公's birthday! 2day i go choose 4 present, i stay at the shop 4 abt 1 hour, walk from front 2 back, from back 2 front, from left 2 right, from right 2 left 4 "n" times...haha! boy's present really hard 2 choose leh!i ady drooling when i saw those cute cute things n doll, but eventhough u r sister but still a boy...so can't buy them!haha.i also buy the present 4 little circle also! his birthday is juz the day after zihang's. so coincidence! haha!tat present i think quite siutable 4 him la...haha...
sry ya my dear sister i hav no time. if nt i will DIY something 4 u...next time ba...^^sincere reach enough...haha.
dunno when i will hav new post...haha. must understanding me oo...^^
Saturday, July 5, 2008
saturday
haiz...i thought when i finish playing badminton can go back wif sis's car de...unexpectly...she call me n say she wan 2 celebrate her teacher's birthday n wan come back at night...wan me go back by my own! haiyo...
2day mr.FY show me muka busuk the whole day! no strength 2 bother him ady la... afternoon he sms me say" r u angry me?" i say no he say" oo...then is i'm angrying lo" hahaha...wat the hell? i really wish 2 say" SO???" but i didn't do this la...dun be too much...i ask wat happen he then reply me "ntg la...u also dun care de" wat the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=="'
2day meet woei yeh at bus station...so excited! long time no c ady since he go ns n then go mmu! at least half yrs...really happy wif this!haha...
oh ya...2day their fren gt 1 is zhi hao...wow! i tell u all! this world really small! haha...he study UTAR n same class wif dada...he know who is dada...wow wow wow! haha...dada! i will ask him take care of u de...wakaka...
tats all 4 2day...(student can now walk back 2 ur respective class now) hahaha...
my mood of this few day:quite happy la...if dun think abt coming exam n the mr.fy...^^
A friday tat can be said lucky o unlucky...
after school i go play badminton wif them...tat day i quite lousy leh...but after playing 4 sometime...when i partner wif irene them i do quite well leh...haha...
after bathing i go PA tt...4get 2 take calculator...the soon sheng so nt gentleman oo! ask him lend me he dun wan oo...nvr mind lo i go take myself from wei tyng's car lo...^^
when doing graph i found tat i didn't bring protractor,hooh!!! really 87 de leh!after tt finish...i can't find my hp!!! omg! they search 4 the whole car still can't find it...u guess where is it? is dropped under his car! luckily didn't picked by others ar! haha... if not it will be the 3rd hp i lost...then we can go travel another times liao lo...wakakaka...
oh! gt another matter! i left ppl's racket in the badminton court...y i so careless!i felt very 内疚 u know! haiz...i bring many trouble 2 ppl leh...when WT call the badminton court i gt a bit shocked n touching...coz he trying 2 help me when all "shuei" things attack me! thx ya...
we order bah kut teh for 6 ppl de...but we wait n wait...at last they say dun wan come ady...waseh...we 3 ppl eat 6 ppl serving de bah kut teh...really contribute few kg in my weight ar! haha...no la...i eat not too much la...when i full ady i no eat anymore...hav 2 know " add 1kg can done in 1 meal..lost 1kg hav 2 take 1 month" --Cheryl's theorem! wakaka...but is true ok!
we late again 2 chem tt...n when we r tt...xiao kang sms me say he is very frustrated now...wan find some1 2 scold...i think he is in bad mood ba...not bear 2 leave him alone leh...so i sms wif him lo...the 1st 2 sms come in i didn't put silent mode...when th hp sound i really so embrass ar! haha... he say he felt i'm so kind n he seems like fall in luv wif me liao...^^"' he is kind but not my cup of tea la...n i'm also won't be his tea de...^^i no hurt him...i settle this very well...^^
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Things tat can make me angry since i hav been few yrs no angry ady.
2day jia xiang help me 2 ask teacher ady...she say that 1st class is full ady. tat means i can't transfer in anymore de. wat make me angry is Mr.F! few days b4, he told me tat he ask teacher ady, n teacher also claimed tat if the students of our class more than 1st class then i can go there. he say till very real,so i even believe him. y i so stupid till now! i can see jia min's shaodow on his act! y u all like 2 cheat me! is my forehead writen"FOOL" this 4 words!this few day he keep "sour" me!keeping saying tat " wan ignore u liao la...since u ady wan go other class" n he keep asking me whether really wan go o not. really ask me many many times!the matter tat make me angry abt this person is not i can't go 1st class.( n the reason i wan go is juz their teacher better than us), is tat he make use the trust of me to him.he do such this stupid things is 2 find out whether i wish 2 stay at this class o not. CHILDHISH! i won't! i not so wish 2 stay at this class! n won't ! nvr ever wish 2 stay in the class wif this 1 that make me angry inside! qiu! he juz wan 2 know whether i like him o not! i can juz tell u eventhough u hav 100 marks b4! once u do this things straight away drop to 0, even negative! u thought i will like such this ridiculous ppl! nvr!nvr! nvr! he juz trick me as a fool! am i ur clown!? if i didn't ask others help me 2 ask 4 it, when did u wan 2 tell me the truth!? wait untill i tell u "i wan 2 be in this class juz bcoz of u!?" heng! this thing won't happen even in ur dream!
y all boys like 2 step my taboo! i dun like dun like dun like ppl wan 2 know whether the girl like him o not 1st b4 he "gao bai"! y must like tat! juz tell her u like her 1st cannot de meh! y the boys i meet all like tat! y y y! make me dissapointed 2 all boy! is all boy act like this!?i really gt many "烂桃花" leh...haiz...when will the better 1 meet me?haiz
oh ya...n Y Y Y! like some1 really make u boys feel so shame meh! 1 is told me dun say 2 other 1st b4 telling me he mayb ady like me liao...n this 1 lagi teruk! keeping asking me whether gt some1 i like in my class o not! ask 4 many times!i say dun hav he even say sure hav la, i think u gt like some1 leh...heng! qiu... n then tell me he seems like "interested 2 me"ady (not like Oo) is interested! hooh! i'm a doll? interested!after tat he no ask me not telling 2 others, but he threat!!!!!!!omg!!!!
eveyday remind me cannot tell other he say he like me!!if not he will ignore me! wat the hell! i scared u ignore me meh! i very "缺" u this fren meh! 笑话!!!(wow this line seems like very arrogant hoh...kaka...juz say only la...)i really dun like 2 make ppl embrass...i juz dun wan fren also can't make ok! ceh!
i think i can be sister wif irene leh...haha...xiaolan...erm...still think tat she will hide smth in her heart.
my mood today: angry n complicated
Saturday, June 28, 2008
射手座谈情必修课
canteen day...
finnally thursday canteen day ady...tat day we all co-operate very happy! i gt upload many photo 2 my fs! i like tis type of activity very very very much!i like we can do things 2gather, promote our food 2gather, earn money 4 our stall 2gather,go n snatch customer from other stall 2gather...haha...n also take photo 2gather!
tat day is the happiest day since i'm in HSM!
after go home, so tired! after bath straight away sleep!haha...
friday...i thought gt tuition on 5pm but i 4get ady teacher said cancelled! so i bring clothes shoes n everythings...making my bag big!but the 7pm tuition still hav 2 go la...they ask me go play badminton wif all badminton club's member! since the tuition was cancelled n i also well prepare 2 straight away go tuition so i agree lo.
wei tyng tk me 2 irene's home n i change her clothes...michael also there...they r frens in church b4, michael go her house everyday n wait his mother tk him home.
i felt comfortable in irene's house leh...dun know y...haha...
after an hour we go 99 badminton court...wah...the badminton court there is totally different from bukit 1...bukit 1 gt only 2 court but there! 10 court! wow! n they book all the 10 court! i think the badminton club always gt this type of practice de la. starting i still afraid i will be very lousy...but the fact is i also not bad...i can win all my fren oo...kaka...i play till very tired n gt some dizzy,mayb long time no exercise or bcoz havn't eat in afternoon lo. but! the feeling of sweating is so good! mayb i should always go play wif them...by the way can slim down also wad...haha...
after playing we sit at the cafe outside n hav a drink, then i went 2 xiao lan's home n take a bath! after tat wei tyng tk us go c house tat we r going 2 rent...the house very big oo! but no furniture at all! n i scare it's toilet lo...haha...so c how 1st lo...
i think that's all liao...
start from 2day! i wan concantrate on my study!!!!
my mood recent: happy
Monday, June 23, 2008
busy
my homework havn't do, lazy 2 do tat.
2day kena catch by teacher bcoz of my hair!! qiu...my hair ntg ok! the short hair in front sure will drop down de la...they ask me all pin up!!nut! then i will be ugly n old-fashion! heng...i think they juz jeolous of my beauty!kaka...y all teacher till some age havn't married will like tis de...so jiko!heng!
everyday i hav 2 scare my sleeve put up kena catch, hair with ntg kena catch,tie that ady so tight kena catch!!!walao! u stupid teacher thought we r standard 1 now huh!!!!qiu!!!
yesterday i felt something...he said ppl dun wan the 1 he like go so far...(coz i said wan change class)...does it means...dun know la... mayb i think too much la...n better is...^^actually he quite nice la...help me a lot! he always borrow his hands when i'm in difficulty.thank a lot ya...but this type of things hehe... ermmm...^^
Saturday, June 21, 2008
busy days
everyday stay back at school go here n there 4 meeting,interview...lots of things la... haiz...no choice la...hav 2 get post n get cocuriculum's marks lo...
i handle more than 3 stall in the canteen day coming soon...hooh...xiao ar!!
every day in the class gossip wif those guys n didn't do homework n sometime no listen 2 teacher also...haiz...my style n image STILL can't change after i change school...omg...n they regard me as brother...T_T i dun wan! i'm girl ok!!haha...
at there i quite crazy lo...same same la...i wonder when will my style change huh? change 2 be a silent ppl! is it impossible 4 my whole life? haha...y hoh? i go till where is like tat de leh! actually should i hav some changes?
2day after all meeting interview o whatever in school i go back by bus, after bath straight away drive back 2 muar 4 tuition from 5-7 n another 8-10pm...hooh...tired!!!
erm...no time 2 write long la...juz till here ba...
my mood recent: excited n tired!
Sunday, June 15, 2008
wedding dinner...
2day my 师弟Alan married...i busy till almost 4get ady...haha...i go there although my homework havn't finish...^^ n sure i'm being ask 2 sing some song...but make me dissapointed is walao eh! they wat song pun dun hav...haiz...then i can only sing 《一个像夏天一个像秋天》n 《新不了情》。。。at the end i sing wif my 师兄《广岛之恋》...but the《广岛之恋》i sing so bad! coz the key very high la...wakaka...luckily that time all ppl is going...^^
erm...nothing liao...wan go n complete my homework ady...2moro wan wake up early early go school liao...Gambateh!!!
wish my decision 2 change 2 1st class or stay in 2nd class is rite! once i decided hope dun hav any regret!^^
Saturday, June 14, 2008
High school...
since I transfer 2 HSM,lots of things have 2 follow up,bit busy lo.
lets talk abt the HSM. ^^ 1st day i went there, i'm being put into 2nd class of physics, mayb 1st class full ady lo.if not my result should enter 1st class de. i saw cathy was inside the class ady. I sit beside her,n the other 1 beside cathy is a girl...quite old-fashioned girl...really...later on i talk some of her.erm...there is only 7 girls in the class,majority is boys since it's a boys school in lower form.but the ppl there not so active leh...u know,such a pretty new student join in thier class,haha....but unexpectedly! no 1 come n talk wif me! omg! i can juz quiet in the class...juz about 2 suffer autism ady!hooh...the boys there also ok la...haha...but can moisture eye a bit lo...wakakaka...joking la...better than the only 1 boy in my class in Ledang...wakaka
the teacher there so so only...the best teacher in HSM all gather in 1st class of bio...even 1st class of physics also dun hav many good teacher.a bit dissapointed wif it la...^^
after school, we all stay back 4 the interview of Renjer n Pertina( a club of form 6),we r being call out. 10 ppl in a group,me kaiyi n oni n other ppl that we dun know...we r asked 2 choose a ketua among us n prepare 4 the canteen day on next next thursday.really ^^"'leh...so short time! that means we r given bajet RM100-150 to buy ingredients, we can sells food or games on tat day la.after discuss we decided 2 sell food:wedges n drinks. the ketua hav 2 hand up a proposal 4 senior.
2nd day tat is yesterday...some1 finally cum talk wif me...is the monitor...haha...he ask me whether can see the white board o not...i say can't,really can't leh...coz the sunlight reflected... then they moved my table 2 the center there...i sit wif all boys...haha...luckily in front of us is a row of girls...start from the moment...gt some ppl ask my name...n i able 2 混熟wif them in a day...hahaha...feel better than 1st day...at least i can talk ady! tats y i said i will die if i didn't talk 1 day!Wakaka...after school we stay back also...gt librian n FOB(friends of blind)club's interview. actually these interview is 2 choose their successor...so we r aiming the posts 2 get our cocuriculum's merit la...haha...
somethings interesting!!! abt the xx! we heard from some1 that interview in the same time wif her said the xx said 2 the senior tat she was the treasurer n wat wat wat in secondary school...hahaha...AGAIN AGAIN!!! her story come again!!! y i nvr ever heard she gt any post in secondary school huh?haha...is it the "ghost club's treasurer" really bue tahan leh! go till where cheat till where!qiu......
after all interview our groups gather again 2 discuss abt the canteen day. bcoz of some ppl hav jump 2 others group include the penolong ketua so i'm being choosen 2 take this post,but is juz 4 canteen day, no merit in coco de la dun hav to be excited la...haha...n we divide into 3 groups...decoration,food n marketing! use ur knees 2 think also can know sure i'm being placing in marketing group la...haha...after that we go home...i reach home at abt 6pm u know! wapiang!so tired! but i hav 2 go tuition at muar at abt 7pm!waseh! xiao ar! at ledang everyday relax till dun know wat 2 do, here! no time 2 rest!such a big contrast! but i qiute enjoy it...bcoz i know few new frens at there...n some sampat girls same wif me! wakaka...dun know y...everytime i know a new fren i will be excited! haha...ya! this is my style! won't change! ^^
n actually i no so understand wat the teacher teach in the class lo...especially physics...actually some scare leh...n i havn't start 2 study ,havn't buy refence book also...haha...
Gambateh!!!
oh ya...4get to say abt night...chen hao drives oo...n xin yu n si yong ,we went 2 hwee sin's house...n...tat night...some feeling from my heart...the distance is really far...n not juz far,is ady far from my expected...wat's the reason,actually i also thinking! mayb is * dun hav initiative!now felt others feel that i like * more,(the fact is not like tat ok!)is a taboo of me! no much ppl knows that rite!but i will gradually withdraw from this type of relatinship,if u ask me y...i can only say i dun know also...mayb to me it's a wrong feeling ady! i hate! i won't let myself keep on like this!n actually this type of feeling is inside my heart 4 sometime ady...but now it becomes more n almost comfirm...actually i remember i gt said wat i like wat i wan a boy 2 do!n many things la...i think i alwayz chat abt that since b4 when chatting wif fren...but * dun know yet,then is destined!is half year ady *....... i won't giv any hint anymore...juz let the feeling gone gradually untill dissapear...i won't! i won't let myself 2 become wooer although mayb juz in others eyes! u won't understand how serious this problem 2 me!but i really care! besides, u know...i hate ppl only know 2 communicate in phone!!i hate hate hate!like coward! in the phone, lots of things say, but when meet nothing 2 say...like stranger!then wat 4 chatting in sms!juz to become stranger?
Pls: 4 any1 of my fren who viewing my blog: i hav 2 say this blog i alwayz write like write my diary...so... if i scolding u or angry wif u tat day...not means i will remember it 4ever...i juz write out n will 4get de la...i'm not the ppl that will bear grudges la...^^
my mood today: no special feeling
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Yeeaahh!!!
yup! zihang u r rite! i settle all the things by my own! ya i get it! thanks 4 ur blessing!^^really worked! haha...thanks ya!
n i decided 2 change 2 physics class after the bio class today! omg! i saw all have 2 memories! hooh...crazy! n the phase all long long de n even can't pronous it...aiyo...get shocked ya! n seems like i'm the only 1 who feel sleepy in the class! almost dozed off...cannot ar!if keep on like that i will die ar...better change la...hope physics will be more suitable 4 me lo...
2moro wan go new school ady liao...suddenly so missing abt frenz in ledang...^^especially the only handsome in the school! wakaka... so regret no take some photo wif him...it's a pity!
hope me good luck in new school ba...hope the teacher there will be better than ledang ba...n hope my choice is rite! regret is a bad feeling! plz stay away from me!
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
tired...
this morning, we got letter from PPD ady...but the result is all no pass!! n sure include me...T_T
some dissapointed! y my life full of obstacles!!!
i went 2 PPD Muar after i go back home...omg!the road is narrow 4 enemies!!really walao eh!guess who i meet at there? ya...is the xx!hooh!she also go rayuan! walao! my stupid mummy! she said loudly" yi...is your friend leh...eh...is your friend there..." waaaaaaaaaaalaoooooooooo...i really want 2 dig a hole 2 bury my head ya!-=.="' i saw her look seems like success ady leh...eee...my god!
we see the dun know wat pegawai there la...then he so arrogant u know!!!wahsei! if i dun wan 2 get transfer really wan 2 slap him ar! wat a shit face! is he bath with shit today! heng! he say" hsm dun hav empty anymore! he was lying! still got a lot of empty in hsm ok! i say i ask hsm b4 they say still have empty! wat he reply me is" i handle those thing i hav the record, i say no empty, u wait 4 another few week or few month la." aaarrrgg! so jiko!!
after that i go 2 hsm n the penolong headmaster is meeting so we wait him 4 abt 1 n 1/2 hour at there! by the time i called 4 so many ppl asking help...but still dun know whether they can help? haiz...useless!
till 5.20pm the penolong finally come out from the conference room...i ask him still got empty 4 me 2 transfer...i get shocked when he say "ada...ada kekosongan lagi!" i should record what he say n go PPD there throw them! walao eh! n then i also dun know how liao la...he ask me call him tomorrow...so...can only say good luck lo...
so tired 2 proceed this things ar! mentally tired! so troublesome! rush here and there! n at the end got nothing too...T_T
y?y?y? y others can get into there so easy n so relax n i have 2 be so tired n faced so many obstraction! i really feel tired abt that!
wwwaaaliiiuuu ! my mum keep asking me what happen btw me n the xx! dun know how 2 ans! telling her she has mentally problem ady? crazy ady? qiu...dun bother 2 recall those dirty things! ceh!
today i busy 4 a whole day 4 nothing...n the homework...dun know how ady la...lazy 2 do! sleep 1st la.
my mood today: tired,dissapointed!
Monday, June 9, 2008
1st day of school reopened...
today teachers start their lessons... but i have had a bad setback in the mathematics class! the damn difficult logarithm! i can't solve even 1 of the questions! the worst is, i still can't understand it when teacher solve it on the board! how come! how come! this is a terrible blow 2 me!when i become so idiot! all ppl can get it excluded me! my god! the little confidents 2 stay in f6 is now drop untill 0! haiz...i can't handle mathematics ady how i manage 2 study other subjects!
n the transfer matter still waiting 4 the letter...haiz...
still don't know wan take bio or physics! i have 2 decided it!!!!T_T
today eitian them ask me go serom lim teh...qiute happy but still gt school's things keep troubling me! i can't feel the cheerful from my heart!
congratulations 2 pei ching who get MVP!^^
just now eitian ask me abt me n chen hao...hmm hmm...dun know how 2 answer her...actually can say like that...even a friend(consider boy only lah) knows what i really want, he still dun know yet...i think is the problem lo...^^no offence ok...
i hate my big face!!!!
my mood today: frustrated!
Sunday, June 8, 2008
last day of my holiday
sunday=last day...i have 2 go back 2 school tomorrow! go back 2 the school that don't have handsome n beauty, go back 2 the class that only 10++ students!n almost all from pei hwa! what a lousy school!
but the matters that make me frustrated is!!!!!!!!!!!>>>> michael n min jie!!!!!!!!!!
they receive notice ady!! tomorrow i won't see them anymore in Ledang!!! so wonder how she can sleep well in night!! ridiculous! It is thus evident that truly n wholeheartly is TOTALLY USELESS! useless!useless! useless! in this realistic world! Everyone wearing a false front!! n is proved that only this type of ppl will get succeed! n so-called honesty ppl like me can only meet failure! there is no more reason 2 dissuade me from being dissapointed to these so-called "friends"!min jie, i'm despair 2 u! how many times i tried myself not 2 fuss ur self-center personality, till i almost feel that u r no much different from others,n can accept u to be friends,but i realise that i'm wrong!n TOO LATE 2 REALISE THIS FACT!i'm sure crazy ady! how come i will have a thought 2 accept u as a friend!so naive! i will nvr have such this silly thinking! u r the one who will carry the thinking of benefit> friends,n will carry it forever! don't ever show me the pitiful look in front of me again! if not i will beat u up! n michael!how can u conceal so many things from me!
T_T would all my friends become like that in the future? choose 2 forgo friendship when facing gains?? hopefully not!guys...i believe u all! ^^
my mood today: somehow sad...
Saturday, June 7, 2008
a bit boring
when will all friends come back? i miss u all! miss the time we all together!
my mood taday: boring boring boring!
Friday, June 6, 2008
some1
erm...today he sms me again...should i feel happy with this? frankly...this few week,even this few months, i ady dun know wat 2 reply 4 his message...he keeping tell me wat he done at there, how good is her aunt,even wat he ate at there...i hav no bad intention...but really feel no talking-point wif him...i hate this feeling! is not my style! how come! i felt our distance is far n far......is it my problem?haiz...
Friday ady...didn't receive any letter, does it means that i have 2 stay at Ledang 4 my form 6! I dun wan!
new amp
although is not expensive,but is enough! such a long time i no sing liao...2day sing 4 fews hour! so enjoy! haha... yup! i can't live without music!
but feels like the songs i sang less well than b4...haha...hav 2 practice more!!!
when i sing really can 4get all worry!so amazing!
haiz...left 3 days 4 me to play...after tat school reopen liao! the horrible life is back!
the matter of transfering n which course i wan 2 choose will vexed me again! so annoying!
physic? bio? haiz!!!!
Thursday, June 5, 2008
petrol's price rising again!!
so i say now isn't the problem whether u can afford the installment of the car, is the problem of whether u can afford to pay for the petrol after u buy a new car!
haiz!how many times they want to rise up the price!the money we earned all pay for the petrol company ady la!
maybe after we get a job n we want to buy a new car,untill that time don't have petrol ady,cars will become RUBBISH! till that time, all bounce back to ancient lifestyle! no vehicle,all on foot! n no cooking oil then eat shasimi lo!haha!
hope the price of either petrol or whatever won't rise up again lo!!
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
射手座女人
她总不打算说你想听到的话。在大多数时候,她都会向你说些锋芒毕露、直截了当的话,向你提些十分难堪的问题,把你弄得十分尴尬。不过,她又会时不时地向你说些十分亲密、动听的话,让你觉得她好象是在婉转歌唱。
射手座女人通常都是遇事过于乐观的人。这位姑娘从来不会向你撒谎,有时你还真希望她对你撒谎呢。如果你想知道她是如何度过你不跟她在一起的那些夜晚的话,她就会诚实地、详细地告诉你她给去年夏天在度假中遇到的那位漂亮的小伙子写了信,她还会告诉你她在电话上回绝了多少次约会。在这种时候,你真恨不得大声对她说:“你不能撒撒谎吗?男人都有他的自尊心。”不过,你千万别对她大声嚷嚷,这样你会得罪她的,她也会发火的,射手座姑娘也有大发雷霆的时候。
射手座女人喜欢受到保护,但她不愿意被命令做这做那,不过她有一个怪癖,虽然她不喜欢别人支配她,但如果她想考验你是否强硬,你就要对她强硬一点。她是不能忍受那些软弱的、优柔寡断的男人的。她有时候会在你面前大发脾气,凭着她那三寸不烂之舌拼命地挖苦你,或者威胁说她要对你采取行动,在这种时候,如果你真的被激怒了的话,你就要给她点颜色看看,但要适当,只要让她规矩了就行了。射手座女人决不会为了获得一个男人而放弃她的独立性,但她愿意你把她当作一个姑娘对待。
她可能会把你弄糊涂,但这算不了什么,她把自己弄糊涂的时候更多。许多射手座姑娘错把友谊当爱情,或错把爱情当友谊。如果你是一位老式的男人,喜欢你的妻子性格温柔,那你最好另找一位伴侣。这位年轻太太对男人会十分坦诚,她不会跟你玩“猜猜我有什么感觉”或“猜猜我在想什么”的无聊游戏。她感觉如何,她想些什么,跟她如何行动和她说些什么是相互一致的。她的开诚布公、直言不讳自然会引起误解,伤害感情,但这不会打击她的精神。
她在同男人的交往中十分活泼开朗,不拘于传统习俗。既然她认为她和你是同等的人,她就会模仿你的秉性、习俗。如果她还喜欢体育和户外活动,那你就很难把她和男孩子区分开了。但她毕竟是女孩子,她可以是最温存、最富有女性特征的女性。
由于她诚实坦率、光明正大,所以她对自己的名声毫不在乎,对社会所要求的那种虚伪十分鄙夷。你如果问她这方面的问题,她会直言不讳地回答你。她也许会告诉你,唱歌唱到半夜三更并不说明她是在鬼混,相反,你按平常的时间回家也并不说明你就清白。她知道她的品行是无可挑剔的,而这才是至关紧要的.
从内心上看,她其实是一个很容易轻信他人的孩童,她对世事的看法十分天真,所以常常容易上当受骗。忘掉她是怎样地能言善辩,又是怎样地讲求逻辑吧!所有这一切与她的内心都没有丝毫的关系。她的大脑没说的,是绝对聪明的,不管遇到什么紧急情况都能应付自如,但她的内心却几乎没有任何防备。
她有点笨手笨脚。当她像一匹纯种马一样大踏步走在大街上时,你会觉得她是你平生见过的最优雅的女人,但不一会你发现她在人行道的裂缝处绊了一下,笨手笨脚地抓住旁边水果摊上的布蓬以恢复平衡,结果把两篮柑橘打翻在地。
射手座姑娘不喜欢老待在家里擦桌子、打扫卫生,她极其厌烦这类家务活。她也许刚刚整理好一个衣橱,但是衣橱很快又乱了,她对这一切烦死了。但是,当她有了一个家以后,她对家务事就不那么厌烦了,她会把家收拾得整整齐齐。这一点连她妈妈看了也会不相信。
她的烹调技术如何?哦,这很难说。也许周末你们最好到外面去吃。大多数射手座女人不会对下厨房着迷,但当她想意外地让你高兴的时候,她会为你做一个别出心裁的餐后点心。
她的情绪可能是可怕的,但这种情况很少,而且持续不了多长时间,有时甚至你根本注意不到。如果你真正伤害了她的感情,她会向你说一些尖刻、挖苦的话,但她可能话还没完,就早把她说的话忘得干干净净了,她不明白为什么你要在这件事情上耿耿于怀。这种女人不适合与性格忧郁的男人生活在一起,事实上,忧郁和悲观会使她的身体染病的。
她会成为一个可爱的主妇,没有人能像她那样有礼貌地招待客人,就连她那些狮子座的姐妹在这方面也不如她。在她活泼开朗的性情和友好的态度中有某种东西使客人(不管是扫垃圾的还是你的上司)有宾至如归的感觉。一个射手座姑娘即使在遇到最棘手的事情时也会很快打破僵局,虽然她不免也会扬几下眉毛表示吃惊。
只要你让她的灵魂获得充分的自由,只要你不用绳子把她栓住,你那遇事乐观的射手座妻子就会向你奉献三个礼物:她的忠诚、她的信任和她的感情。这三者是密不可分的,因为当她向你奉献爱时,她同时也就把友谊奉献给你了。
射手座的50项特点!(超准版!)
1.自由是她最爱,你只是其次,不能给她自由和信任,她早晚会飞越疯人院;
2.永远笑容可掬的晴朗大男孩出线,伤感只是她的暂时,她需要始终的快乐;
3.她喜欢游乐园,在玩乐中尽情享受,不要埋怨她的孩子气,在那快乐中你会感到她的爱恋;
4.欺骗者死,你可以沉默,她不会问你,但你只要说谎就是死罪,你有一次辩解机会,但是别把她当傻子;
5.她是粗心的,但她是女人,只要是女人就是细腻的,她忽略的事情并非不晓得,只是不介意;
6.不要强求她做家事,如果射手肯做家事,那她一定脱线了;
7.不要强求她化妆,射手最崇尚自然,素面朝天同时以真心待人;
8.不要嫉妒她身边的男人,射手天生异性缘好,但射手向来不喜欢参与三角恋情,相信她你就能获得她的心;
9.天下最没耐心的是射手,不要像唐僧一样唠叨,告诉她你需要的,坐下来跟她谈;
10.冷落是对她最大的伤害,你可以跟她辩论也可以跟她比赛,但就是不要冷落她,否则本来就爱自由的她一定会跑没影儿;
11.她爱运动这属于天性,如果在出一身热汗后直接对她表白,机会大大的; (嗯。。。全身臭臭粘粘的。。。机会真的会大大的吗??不见得唷。。。^^)
12.要小心她的不稳定性,也许今天说的明天就变卦,让你体验一半儿火焰一半儿海水的感觉;
13.要得到她就要得到她的朋友们认可,射手永远把朋友放在爱情前面,除非是初恋; (可见本姑娘我可不是重色亲友的人儿哦!哈哈!)
14.她怀抱着崇高的理想,不要直接打击她,你可以陪她发发梦,但现实总在催人奋进;
15.射手最爱旅游,有条件每年旅游两次的话最好,射手对外国风景没有任何抵抗力; (这个我举双手双脚赞成!)
16.爱情面前人人懵懂,她容易陷入一段爱情却不轻易许诺,她会为自己的承诺加一道枷锁;
17.射手有逃婚倾向,不要太早求婚,等到时机成熟,且让她感到她能从婚姻中得到更多快乐而非牵绊;
18.发脾气前请三思,射手绝对不会不讲道理,一哭二闹三上吊大概只有你会死翘翘;
19.三分钟热度是她们的习性,涉猎很广但不一定精通,不断变化的新鲜感是维持感情的良方;
20.喜欢动物是天性,眷养宠物要给予它们充分自由,禁止在射手面前虐待宠物;
21.她喜欢主动和大胆出击,在这方面你可不能落后,否则只会给她看扁,等她先开口你就只有出局的份;
22.生命在于运动,即使你不擅长什么也不能扰了她的雅兴,只要放她去玩,她的耐性绝对会在你寂寞之前回到你身边;
23.她喜欢给你惊喜,像生命充满谜团,在大街上突然抱住你来个KISS你可千万别惊讶,这是她最擅长的;
24.她不需要大钻石也不需要毫宅,她需要别人的认可,在她看来信任感就是最大的财富,你能给予这些,一定要做; (钻石豪宅谁不需要啊!哈哈!)
25.不要阻挠她去上班,即使你很可能已经家财万贯,事业支持着她的精神,让她觉得生命的活力;
26.在看书方面射手有着超乎寻常的品位,千万不要轻易送书给她,先跟她探讨兴趣很明智,通常射手对犯罪,心理,战争,武侠,名著都有兴趣. (这个我反对!本人对书没兴趣!有时间我不会去shopping啊!看什么书呢!)
27.人非圣贤一定会犯错,最好的补偿方法是请她吃顿好的或者送些礼物,顺便跟她致歉,如果她说原谅你了就不要废话,没原谅你之前她会给你脸色看,千万不要唧唧歪歪.
28.射手最不吃回头草,千万不要嫉妒她以前的男友,相信我,她绝不会回头,即使回头也不过是在那段结束的感情上再浇一盆冷水;
29.射手天生爱憎分明,对感情她不会拖拖拉拉,她也不会等你拖拉,如果你不立刻决定你可能再也见不到她;
30.她很漠视教条礼规,如果她肯去见你的家人并表现乖巧,那说明她真的很在乎你;
31.你不需要陪她去疯去闯荡(当然如果能去更好),但当她回到家时她需要一个温暖的怀抱和鼓励的言语,这个时候唠叨她,你会失去她;
32.她愿意接受别人的意见,只要你中肯的说出来,不但不会惹毛她,也许还得到一个吻;
33.没有什么能让她终生喜欢,要博得她长久的芳心你必须懂得该出现和消失的时机,掌握不好就会让她厌烦,多察言观色对你没有坏处,因为她什么都写在脸上;
34.射手容易心软,但她不会爱上比她弱的男生,让她看到你的力量,但要适可而止;
35.射手还爱出风头,适时让她表现,或在她表现后夸赞几句,她会对你另眼相看;
36.在方向上她可能是个白痴,你们出门最好由你带路,至少你要带着地图,如果你也是良牙的话;
37.大度的人最烦小心眼儿,你的表现不像个男人,下次你就见不到她了;
38.做事果断坚决最得她欢心,她通常都不考虑后果,适时给她建议指引方向,她就会依赖上你的思想;
39.射手最大的优点就是宽容和独立,如果你想找个小鸟依人劝你赶快看看别处,她是绝对不会冒充双鱼的; (没错!说得太好了!我绝不会像xx那样!无辜的眼神!装弱的样子!恶心死了!)
40.射手被人冤枉时最郁闷,被人背叛时最痛苦,你最好不要这样做,否则你家被炸平我可不负责; (对极了!)
41.她有不少缺点,淘气得让你头疼,但她的可爱你又放不下,不要强迫她去成熟起来,她的单纯自然天成,到中年也能颇得人心;
42.爱她就大声的讲出来,畏畏缩缩得不到她的爱,只要你主动了一分,她自然会表现两分热忱;
43.都说射手天生克蝎子,因为阴霾遇到了阳光,如果你想做007侦察她的行踪,小心她发现后把你cancel掉;
44.她会告诉你她爱你,然后失踪了也说不定,爱上射手只有自求多福,等待的时候你有很多事情可以做来提高自己;
45.一千只纸鹤还不如一个街头的狂吻,她喜欢的不是小溪而是浩瀚大海,不要让她感觉负累,她就是你的了; (一千只纸鹤也不赖啦。。。呵呵。。。)
46.射手变心的速度天下第一,别指望能问出什么原因,唯一的办法是不要让她说出分手,拼命表现没用,还是自然点儿好;
47.钱是用来享受的,如果你介意她的大手大脚可要提前打招呼,保住你的荷包容易,但是她自己的那份儿你别想干预;
48.如果有幸你娶到她了,恭喜你,婚后的射手通常会稳重许多,成为同辈尊敬的妇女,她会偶尔想要玩乐,想满足她并不困难;
49.不接受她的观点她可能会难过一阵子,最好的办法是给她解释清楚,她乐于接受你的观点和坦诚,下一分钟你就会在别的地方看见快乐的她了;
50.通常射手信命,但是她们又是不服输的一群,在原则问题上不要与她们争辩,她们很习惯求同存异的生活方式.
pls:这篇真是有史以来看过最准的一篇了!超准的!哈哈!^^
射手座的爱情观。。。
如果你正与这样的射手在一块的话,唠叨、嫉妒以及怀疑不会对事情有什么帮助,只会把他们推向其他更能与他们有所交感的人那儿去。当你提醒他该为某事某人负责时,他通常会感到非常非常的不适,并且会以各种理由来说服自己是无法担负责任的。如果可以的话,试著牢牢记住射手是个理想家,并常受他们追寻浪漫幻想的需要驱使。在外头晃荡一阵子他就回返家了,因为家是他坚定不移的联系。他是既渴望稳定又害怕稳定,因而他所渴望的家并不是像後颈上的重担那般的。
他们在情感上需要有适度的空间来容纳其所崇尚的自由,善妒或是占有欲过强都会使他们丧失热情。如果在婚姻中得不到适度的自由,连带日常生活也会受到影响--在双重束缚下,他们很可能会产生挣脱枷锁的意念。射手座的人在做婚姻的誓约时,会显得有那么点不情愿。这是相当可以理解的,因为射手座的爱是要充满各种可能性的,如果要他放弃那些未来的可能性,自然会有所阻难。「到死亦相陪伴」,这对不断在追寻的射手而言是多么大的承诺。
最喜欢的类型:
直率的人 这是一定的,活泼好动的射手最喜欢直率的人,如果你喜欢上射手妹妹,就请你把多余的伪装全都卸除掉,她要的是你真实的那一面。
她最讨厌的类型:
黏人的家伙 酷爱自由的射手座,对自已与对别人都同样要求最大限度的自由,虽然她的爱情很有包容力,但你千万别以为爱她就得无时无刻地靠近。
她不会喜欢上绵羊型的男人,因为她喜欢那种被保护的感觉,但你可要了解:被保护并不代表可以被左右。她可是相当独立的,而且她像是头野马,要想驯服她,可没那么容易喔!她可不会随随便便就一头冲进热恋之中,除非你一开始就向她证明:你绝不会非要她“定”下来不可!
最适合的浪漫方式:
小别胜新婚 怕麻烦、怕担责任的射手座在爱情上也是如此,多带她去旅行,多给她自由呼吸的空间,才能让你们之间的感情维系得长长久久。也别忘了他们都需要惊喜,不一定要情人节,生日才能送礼物!偶尔找个借口送份小礼物或做些浪漫的事,也许理由会很烂但她会很开心!
认识射手座女生!
射手座的女子是热力四散的,有的时候会热得稍微失去控制,而伤了许多人。她是活泼好动的,虽然她看来是如此文静,可是只要那个开关被打开了,她就会无止尽的令你烦扰不已;别以为只要把开关关掉就行了,那个开关根本就是个坏的。若是运气好的话,你也许可以找到电池,想办法拔掉;但是她又很可能是用插电的。
射手座基本特点
这个星座出生的人崇尚自由、无拘无束及追求速度的感觉,生性乐观、热情,是个享乐主义派。射手座的守护星是希腊神话中的宙斯-宇宙的主宰和全知全能的众神之王。所以是个神圣的完美主义者,有阳刚的气息、宽大体贴的精神,重视公理与正义的伸张。
他们幽默、刚直率真、对人生的看法富含哲学性,也希望能将自身所散发的火热生命力及快感,感染到别人,所以人缘通常都很好。他们外向、健谈、喜欢新的经验与尝试,尤其是运动及旅行。是个永远无法被束缚、不肯妥协、同时又具备人性与野性、精力充沛且活动力强,有着远大的理想,任何时地都不会放弃希望和理想。
他们始终在追求一个能完全属于自己的生活环境,但可能是因他们有着豁达的人生观,所以有时常会乐观得太过一厢情愿了。
射手座与其它星座的互动关系
最欣赏的星座-白羊座 (比如淑卿)
最信任的星座-双鱼座 (要死咯。。。超准的!xx咯!)
最佳学习对象-双子座
最佳工作搭档-磨羯座 (大大?)
最容易被影响星座-处女座 (michael!)
最易掌握的星座-磨羯座、双鱼座、巨蟹座、天秤座
最需注意的星座-水瓶座、金牛座、处女座、天蝎座
100%协调星座-白羊座、狮子座 (yeah!淑卿,彩珍,梓杭!)
90%协调星座-水瓶座、天秤座
80%协调星座-射手座 (俊扬)
同类型(火象)星座-射手座、白羊座、狮子座
对立星座-双子座
射手座爱情事业研究
性格:崇尚自由,并有幽闭恐惧的倾向,若长久处在相同的环境中会变得相当沮丧。情感上,害怕一种被束缚的婚姻关系,易受感动,所以很容易被朋友或同事利用。喜欢一切空间广阔的户外活动,特别是骑马奔驰。无论精神上或是实际生活中都有向未知领域探索的倾向,认为生命是由一连串的挑战组合而成。对任何事都充满好奇心,在成长的过程中,若发现可以狩猎之处必如满弦之箭瞄准猎物。对而言,生命过程中的理想和憧憬,比目的更为重要。年轻时作风莽撞,开车喜欢超速的快感而很少顾及安全问题,有过度追求刺激的倾向,且生性乐观,甚至有盲目乐观的倾向,年轻时常会有不合传统的举止,但年老时,很容易忘记年轻时的莽撞而成为古板的人。虽然终生不改崇尚个人自由的习性,但总能发挥与生俱有的智能和潜能,很可能会涉及和哲学有观的领域。也相当擅长思考,非常爱好真理及正义,喜欢探讨自己所不了解的领域,语言是他们拓展见闻的工具,因而积极拓展多方面的语言能力。常会着眼于自己能力所不及的事物,将之视为简单易得的目标而全力追求,却总是在完成一件事情之前就急于从事新的计划。天生多才多艺,经常从事一种以上的工作。具强烈的野心,有很好的折冲能力,是相当出色的执政人才,非常适于政治生涯。经常从事多方面的脑力活动,故需要大量的运动加以和缓压力。当他们感到疲倦时,多半是因为单调无聊所致,只要换个工作就能恢复一贯的生气。必须设法纠正不安分的缺陷,否则在事业或婚姻上难有美满的结局。
爱情:非常热情,个性开朗活泼,喜欢紧张刺激,所以太平凡的异性引发不了的兴趣。喜欢较主动的异性,对方也必须具有旗鼓相当的慧黠和智能。
Sunday, June 1, 2008
毕业后的生活。。。
三月尾的时候无意间和彩珍找到份工作。。。在马六甲OSIM做sales consultant,名字听起来好听,做起来是一样的啦!就是sales一个!观音诞过后那天就开工了!
社会上的人真的不是我们想象的那样简单。。。总之就怪怪的啦!做了这份工作才明白sales还真不是简单的工作!价目,code,什么银行可以做多少年installment,产品的特点,产品的差别,和别的brand不同的地方,等等。。。还要常常demo给supervisor听!压力不小哦!不过我觉得这份工作如果少了personal target这个压力,我还蛮喜欢的,每天面对不同的人,从他们的身上我也可以得到不少这社会上的事,这份工作靠的就只有一张嘴,而且又可以免费坐u-robic(基本上是一定要做的啦!)
以我的性格,在那里四周的店的员工我在短时间内都混熟了!尤其是隔壁金店的!我们给每个都取了外号!他们都有明星脸哦!一个像曾志伟,一个像铁扇公主,还有一个像家栋!哈哈。。。我们每天有说有笑的!我们还透过另一个同事认识了speedy的文甲和fitness concept的eugene。都大我们两岁。
在那里我的桃花好像还蛮旺的。。。首先是楼下OSIM 的阿ming,不过他这个人怪怪的!然后就到隔壁的家栋哥,接下来在我们‘被炒’的那天晚上,彩珍问文甲要不要出来聚聚,因为是我们的最后一天了,她一直认为eugene喜欢我就问文甲,结果他竟然回答说其实他们两个都喜欢我,只是他觉得eugene喜欢我比较多!天啊天啊!我真是吓了很多跳!!怎么一下子就。。。
两天后我还有回去做多最后一天。。。那天下班后eugene和文甲竟然出现在我们的店门口!说要找我出去走走,还说文甲不能去。(那不就剩eugene和我,彩珍)我们大概猜到他是要跟我表白了!我们都不知所措,一直找理由推掉!白痴也知道我们是不想去的啦!最后终于推掉了。。。我松了一大口气!晚上的时候他又约我隔天早上见面,还说明只有我和他就好!他说有话要跟我说。。。我已经没有借口了只好答应!结果早上我还是推掉了!我真的不知道要怎样面对他。。。我真的很怕他真的跟我告白!之后他没办法了就写信息给我说其实他想告诉我他很喜欢我!其实我真的很佩服他的勇气,至少这么文静的人都敢做到这么大胆的地步了!只是他真的不适合我,每次和他一起吃饭什么的我们都没话讲!每次我都很努力很努力的想找话题聊,都想不到勒!如果他是开朗幽默又聊得来地男生也许我会答应的!^^
做完最后一天的工的隔天下午我和彩珍有件重要的是要做哦!就是去Wings回音石面试当驻唱歌手!就在这个时候,我的customer回来找我买按摩椅!同事又叫我回去,而我却必须排队面试!那时我的电话一直响一直响!那时真的有种必须在梦想与事业上做出选择的感觉!不过最后我在电话上算是搞定了!幸亏我是最后一号!带着紧张的心情在毫无准备的情况下用我已经有点沙哑的嗓子唱完了《后来》和《一个人的行李》!这是我有生以来第一次唱只有吉他伴奏的歌!不过感觉很棒!我自己是觉得有些失水准啦,不过那里有个去面试吉他手的男生说他以为我会通过,他说我唱得很好!不过老板说没有一次就通过的,它说再来面哈哈。。。评判说我音质不错,准备不足!不过这天我真的很开心!做了一单大生意又可以在Wings唱歌!开心指数一百分!! 最讨厌的就是我生病中喉咙又痛!
毕业旅行vs难忘的跨越未成年的17岁生日!
很巧的,去旅行的日子和我的生日撞到哦!很期待他们会给我怎样的生日!
12月14日,我生日前夕!早上出发!巴士载了我们之后就到serom,哇塞!他们的行李是一大堆的锅啊桶啊,还有那些BBQ用的东西! 不愧是serom帮啊!什么事都是亲力亲为!巴士上有电视,一路上都有开歌,气氛还不错!
到Port Dickson的时候大概是中午。进到哪里的旅店。。。天啊!超级无敌的烂!它的厕所!哇塞!一个字形容!恶!放好行李我们就去海边了!那里的海水不怎么清澈啦。我们不会游泳也没什么事可做,无聊到坐在海岸给浪冲!接下来有去玩香蕉船哦。。。还蛮恐怖的。。。整船女生又不会游泳!为了转移自己紧张的心情,我们还唱起了《浪花一朵朵》勒!当船翻的时候感觉有点无助勒。。。不过很刺激哦!
有些人有去驾motorbot,还有人租独木舟来划!example淑卿和振祥一起划一支。。。哈哈!振祥啊你真是不会把握这千载难逢的机会啊!‘我们俩划着船呀採红菱呀採红菱~~’没办法啦。。。我没有阿纳塔就没坐咯,哈哈!下午的时候,水上心脏病!动作慢的人就要被集体泼水!虽然感觉上没什么但也是很美的回忆哦。。。
还有!我还被骗来埋哦!梓杭说那里挖了个洞要埋舒婷,叫我过去看看。。。怎么知道一到那里就被一群人抓了丢进去,然后他们就拼了命的埋!害我七孔进沙!他们在我胸前堆了一座‘双峰塔’!还把我的丑样拍下来了!这就是准寿星婆该有的待遇吗!哈哈。。。
天黑了,真佩服这些男生也!他们竟然可以在海边组装起karaoke,很advanced的,用laptop的哦!然后在音乐的陪伴下,开始BBQ,他们带来的材料真不是普通的丰富哟!
就这样十二点悄悄的降临!我的生日到了唷!大家把我带到沙滩上,那时候的沙滩是一片漆黑!他们开始放烟花(魔术棒),很浪漫一下哦!哈哈。。。然后前后拿了八罐相思豆给我,这些是serom帮的人亲手去摘的哦!好感动!!我还收到一条项链!
原本要继续烤肉的,却来了一群印度人,还带了酒。为了安全起见我们就收摊了!回旅店后我没有睡觉,跑上楼去,玩扑克牌,过后又去另一间房和舒婷继续唱k!只差没有人来投诉罢了!嘻嘻!还记得那时振豪梦游般的走进来坐了一下又走回房,来回两三次吧。。。很好笑!
隔天早上本来是要去sunway lagoon的,不过天气不是很好就改成Shopping咯。分成几挂走。我们遇到林宇中来sungei wang做宣传哦!我们也去凑热闹!拿海报上去给他签名!哇塞!超帅的!!早知道就跟他说今天我生日让他跟我合照!真是太浪费了!傍晚的时候我们在times square前面集合,那里有个100plus的篮球比赛,投进三粒球有汽水拿哦。。。我告诉那主持人我生日,他还当众透过麦克风唱了生日歌给我哦!
之后就上巴士回家了!在巴士上还唱歌唱到声音沙哑!都没拍到照片,所以就通通在巴士上补拍!那时候大家都被晒得很黑!我也有致感谢词哦。。。一个一个谢哟! 分离的那刻,很多人都哭了。。。可是很抱歉我太开心了哭不出来!哈哈!
这将会是我这辈子也不会忘记的生日!24小时全日无休的17岁生日!虽然礼物不贵重不精致但心意最重要!至少那些都是他们亲手为我摘的!就已经是“超感动的了”!哈哈。。。aligato!
Form 5 ,中学生涯的最后一年。。。
放假的时候,我们大伙儿原本计划要跟英文学会的团队一起去趟旅行的。。。他们的行程让我们都非常不满意,结果我们就做了一件轰轰烈烈的事!哈哈。。。集体退出,然后自己组团旅行!从那天起,几乎天天都能看到我们整堆人在后面meeting 。。。虽然这个举动很sat!不过代价也不低啊!我们是处处碰钉子呢!要租巴士没巴士,定酒店没酒店!预算又不足。。。几度想要放弃!幸好最后还是搞定了!
凌晨三四点我们就起程了。。。那时候大家都抱着期待的心情出发了!第一站是云顶!到半山的时候已经是早上了。我们是坐缆车上去的。。。我们这一车女生是下衰的啦!明明是坐缆车却喊到好像在坐云霄飞车一样。。。哈哈!不过那山真的很高也。。。接下来遇到了一些technical problem^^,旅店只有一间。。。没办法咯!我们十几个只好挤在一间房间咯!哈哈。。。不知道有没有破健力士记录哦?!我们带了很多杯面(为了cut bajet咯^^)不过那些男生的牛胃!吃背面充其量也只能塞牙缝吧!
吃饱后我们就开始玩了!我们有进鬼屋哟。。。(花钱吓自己!^^)那些‘鬼’还特地把男生和女生分开哦!吓死了!我们是喊到乱啊!男生们的衣服都差不多让我们扯烂了!^^ 晚上的云顶很闷!什么都没有!男生就打保龄球,有些女生玩了一天,累了回房休息了,而我们几只就去唱k(嗯,严格来说是喊k!)哈哈。。。过后就回去当沙丁鱼了咯。。。我们大家不要说没有翻身的空间,连躺平都是不太可能的事呢!哇塞。。。又冷得要命!被也只有一条啊。。。正当我睡得像猪一样的时候,有人竟然去看半夜场的鬼戏没有接我!(其实他们说有叫我是我叫不醒啦。。。^^)总之就是遗憾啦!
隔天就前往绿野仙踪。。。在那里我们也没去赏花什么的,还是去打bowling走走过后就回KL了。。。我和德威还走了八条街去买蛋糕为了要帮某某预庆生日! 我们在news ktv 度过这个夜晚。。。k歌到三点。。。大大还因为吃太多蛋糕跑去厕所吐勒!真像那种喝醉酒的人啊!哈哈。。。那时的我们一点睡意也没有!本来还想要‘续摊' 的,只是找了很久都没有还营业的ktv了。。。只好乖乖回旅店咯!
第三天,我们去sunway lagoon,那里的滑板游戏正好在维修中,不过还是照进!人都来了啊。。。我们换好衣服后就下水了!(别误会。。。没有比基尼哦。。。只有t-shirt^^)接下来去玩海盗船!没有人料到这竟然是“三百六十度旋转的海盗船!”哈哈。。。都被骗了!玩到晚上就打道回府了!虽然还有发生些事。。。但是是关于那位xx的所以也不提了!
八月!彩珍生日!我们也暗中计划了!我告诉她我不能去和她庆祝,好姐妹没去,让她失望以下!本来是想早点到然后买点气球什么来装饰一下我们要庆祝的地点。。。怎么知道什么都买了,Pizza Hut竟然不准我们挂气球!本来应该是我吓她的嘛!她都到了竟然没人通知我,变成她吓我!真是的!
没错的话接下来就是我们的大姐大-佩晶的生日了!在‘鸟笼’庆祝!我们准备了很多零食水果之类的,连音响也有哦!radio罢了啦。。。把她骗进来之后就雪花雾伺候!^^我们送她的礼物可是全世界就那么一个的哦!仅此一家,绝无分行!哈哈!就是我们集体签名的篮球!!够朋友了吧!黑板上也都是我们写给她的祝福哦!
过后好像没什么活动了啦。。。大家都在为SPM做最后的努力!我也不例外!为我两年都没上的Biology拼了老命的恶补再恶补!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
中学的美好回忆!
就从form 1 说起吧。。。那时的我还很幼稚(小孩子嘛,没有点稚气就不是小孩了啊,对吧!^^)那时坐在班上的倒数第二个位子,每天老师在上课时就是我们的“野餐时间”了,那个时候是下午班,班上刚好有位同学家里是开杂货店的,就时常托她带些紫菜,鱿鱼丝,咖喱薯条什么的来学校。当然我们是有还钱的,又不是什么大姐大!哈哈。。。我们可是好学生哦!嗯。。。所以咯,那时的成绩是不怎么能见人的啦!倒是从那时就开始懂得什么是“偷看”了。。。以前班上有个天才,很不幸的就坐在我隔壁,哈哈!考试的时候我们这卦朋友就是靠他吃饭的啦。。。当然我就是那个负责散播答案的咯!
Form 3这年我的桃花好像蛮多的,不过都是烂桃花比较多啦。。。^^那些男生大都是playboy,我的电话就被一传十,十传百的。。。很多所谓的Ah seng Ah beng 的不是打电话来就是写信息来!电话好像都没什么清静之日!我们学校每年新年前和中秋节都有送柑和月饼的活动!学生可以透过学校买来送给老师或学校的同学。。。当时是有收到一些啦,有些还是我不认识的,还留电话叫我打给他们,不过我都没打啦。@^^@还记得有个我不知道是谁的人托人送了一盒月饼来我家,下一跳也!嗯, 据说那时我算是蛮漂亮的啦。。。^^现在应该没有当年的风采了吧。。。哈哈哈。。。
Form 4那年学校举办了第一届中秋晚会,我们班很积极参与哦。。。这次中秋晚会有一项节目是走秀。。。我们这组的主题是春天。在我们班的投选会后,淑卿和michael被选为我们班的代表!我们开始筹备,从他们的服装,到饰品,到鞋子帽子。。。那时候几乎天天留校。我们还为了他们特地下麻坡采购服装饰品之类的。。。眼光一向来都很好的偶还帮我们女模特儿挑到了个跟她绝配的发夹哦。。。哈哈。。。由于这两个帅哥美女啊光有一副模特儿身材却一点模特儿架势都没有,所以大家也费了一番苦心来帮他们练catwalk,还有眼神的交流!哈哈。。。我也是教练之一哦!我可是牺牲色相形象来完成任务的呢!我们班啊除了有这么一对郎才女貌的模特儿,还有一些画画一流的同学哦。。。当我们忙着培训课程的时候他们也正在努力的为他们画海报呢。。。真是有追星的感觉也!那张漫画版海报真的很棒哦!我们把我们班这组取名为《春天华尔兹》很美的名字吧!哈哈。。。如果光是海报那我们不就逊掉了吗。。。我们还制作了星星棒准备在他们上台的时候,我们就在台下当啦啦队!我们班有同学是华文学会的会员,他们被分配到制作让嘉宾投票用的心形棒子,所以我们就一起做啦。。。那时的我们真的很合作,相处愉快!老师们也常常看见我们留校做这些功夫!后来我们还被老师同学们公认是学校最合作、感情最好的一班呢!嘻嘻。。。我们可是受之不愧的哟!
我也被推荐参与歌唱环节,就因为这样,我和原本认识却从来没说过话的彩珍同学开始熟了起来,因为我们要合唱一首歌。我们开始选歌,把家里的歌都挖了出来,天天约出来选歌、试唱、练习,有时还练到声音都哑了呢。。。同学们也很支持我们,还在计划说要在我们唱完过后搞些增加气氛的东西勒!总之在这筹备过程中大家真的都很开心很开心!现在想起来还是会忍不住傻笑起来呢!
晚会前一天是一同学的生日,我们聚在一起开BBQ,聊得很高兴呢!
终于。。。中秋晚会那天到来了!下午我们就开始忙了,忙着带我们的模特儿去弄头发,化装打扮。。。因为时间的关系我没有跟着去saloon,当我在她要化妆的地方看见她的头发的时候我吓了一跳!跟我们理想的有点出入,之后经过一番调整总算ok了。。。我们班上的同学几乎都出席了,就连与世隔绝的婉君同学也来了哦!哈哈。。。看到其他组的同学都走得很不错我们大家也开始紧张了起来。。。到我们班的时候,我们一大群人拿着海报,挥着棒子,一边喊着“michael!淑卿!春天华尔兹!”一边冲向台前。。。现场的气氛超high的!老师和嘉宾们的目光都纷纷投向我们哦。。。他们的表现也不失水准哦!架势十足!
到了我和彩珍的合唱时间,我们都上台了。。。可是却发生了一些技术上的问题,我们的歌好像是不见了吧。。。结果我们又下来了。。。是有一点点失望啦。。。毕竟准备了很久啊。。。不过最后我会那么伤心是因为某人的话!着个人的事就不提了呗。。。
我们的〈春天华尔兹〉果然得了冠军!哈哈!我们都跟着欢呼了起来!真是众望所归呀!
虽然当时对于那件事我有点失望,但是过程永远比结果重要!对吧!^^
中学时期可怕的噩梦。。。
Form 3 了!今年和那位xx 小姐的事迹也不少!这年我,大大,oni,和这位xx一起加入了chess club,一部分也是因为这位xx要加入所以她就千方百计地说服我们,说了一大堆“如果你们和我一起我就怎样怎样”她最厉害就是这招了啦!这些承诺真要算起来,没有一千也有八百个,真做到的呀,屈指可数!
我的chess是她和学会里面的一些人教的,所以自然而然她就有一种“我赢你是理所当然的事”的想法!有一次,学校举办了象棋比赛,我们大家都参加了,结果才学几个礼拜的我竟然得了冠军!xx好像是第三还是第四。那时大家都对我刮目相看,纷纷过来恭喜我。。。这是的xx看起来很不爽(当然也只是在我和那几个朋友面前而已啦)她不断的想办法要把我从会场引开,比赛一结束就拉着其他朋友说要回家了,走过来面无表情的问我一句“我们要回了,你要回吗?还是你要继续留在这里随便你?”在这种情况下如果不跟她一起回去你们觉得往后的日子我还用活吗!还有!得了冠军难道要我愁眉苦脸的吗!笑话!我也没有到处宣扬到处炫耀啊!巴士上她不屑的酸了我一句“你拿了冠军你有没有想过我们的感受!”明明其他两个朋友就很很为我开心!是她自己不爽吧!到了要颁奖的那天,她又跟我说她要去跟老师说奖杯她不要上台拿,她说上台很丢脸,最后也搞到我不得不听她的!之后学会的学长拿着奖杯来班上给我们,他把冠军得奖者念成xx,我也呆住了,xx就理所当然地出去领奖,然后有理所当然地把奖杯收进自己的抽屉!当我跟她要回来的时候,她回答我的竟然是“放在我这里先啦!放学才拿给你啦!现在拿给你很奇怪!”真是笑话!!她就坐在我后面,那时又没有老师!真不知道她到底是要制造什么假象!!
很快的我们Form 4 了!这年快乐与气愤参半!
先说说一件xx做的可笑事件吧!一方面也要怪我自己够白痴才会相信她编的这个别人打死都不会相信的谎言!PMR成绩放榜那天我和xx一起去拿成绩,我们的成绩一模一样!6A2B!BM 和KH 拿B,我已经很满足了,她却闷闷不乐很不满意!结果傍晚的时候她打电话给我说什么校长亲自去教育局帮我们处理了,现在我们的KH是A了!哈哈。。。很好笑吧!那时我还天真的说那我们现在就去学校换成绩单吧!她回答我说“我不要去,要去你自己去,7A还是很丢脸!”
这种谎言大概也只有我会相信了吧!跟他翻脸后我告诉其他朋友,到现在还是他们的笑柄勒!哈哈。。。是因为我太信任她了!都没想过她会骗我嘛。。。
还有,就在这年她创造了两个人物!“健翔、汉宇”!说是她“KL的家”隔壁的两个男生!有几帅就有几帅,有几好就有几好,父母还是什么公司的老板!根本就是偶像剧看太多!当然咯,她的这个故事里,创出了两个王子!公主用膝盖想也知道是她自己啦!哈哈。。。说那位所谓的“汉宇先生”喜欢她!还喷了一堆他为她做的伟大事迹!我看她真是病得不轻啊!
她说自己会弹钢,还gred8了勒!一天,她说要去KL参加比赛,讲到有几高级就有几高级!问我们要不要去!我答应了!因为我也一直想看看她弹钢琴!哈哈。。。到了当天,我都准备好了!这个时候她的电话开始打不通了,我直接去她家里,她的story又来了!(她的强项就是发生临时突发状况!受不了!)她说刚才心脏病发作,不能去了!ceh!分明就是穿帮了!
Form 5 ,我噩梦慢慢苏醒的一年!
这年和另一卦朋友变很熟,使他们对她的事迹起疑,我们才一一调查出来的!
有天她告诉我们她梦到自己死掉,然后出门又看到七只狗排排站在她家门口,然后又搞个手链断掉的戏码!说真的有不好的事要发生!过几天又告诉我们她去问神,说她真的要死了,必须要有一个属蛇的人替他死要不然她就逃不过。。。(真的很佩服她,连神明也可以拿来成为她谎言的一部分!)当然咯。。。她假装没想到,可是已经很明显,属蛇的不就是她那两个自创的王子吗!害我们大家都在为她担心!再过几天,真的有个自称健翔的人写信息来给我们,说那个汉宇病重,快不行了,要我们别告诉xx,我们打电话回去他还不接勒!说医院不能用手机,sms 就好。。。隔天就有个女生打来说汉宇死了!我们大家都吓坏了,放学后我们大家留下来告诉她这件事,她还哭得稀里哗啦的!我们说陪她去送他最后一程她又不肯,哈哈。。。原因可想而知啦!
我们觉得事有蹊跷,那时我们同时和xx还有所谓的健翔sms的时候,也许是她自己慌了手脚,用自己的号码回我们发给健翔的信息。于是我们开始展开调查,过几天我们再度打去“健翔”的号码,是个aunty接的,我们问他认不认识那两个人他说不认识,问他认识xx吗。。。结果竟然是她的阿姨!更恐怖的是那个打电话来报死讯的女生竟然是隔壁班我们的同学! 我们还去她说过的是她家的半独立式洋房问过,根本不是!她说自己会弹钢琴的事也不攻自破!一切的一切都是假的!是她自己的幻想!当时我们都快疯了!尤其是我!我竟然和如此恐怖的人相处了这么久!天啊!真是让人不寒而栗哦!
把她的荒唐谎言一一揭发之后,我跟她当然是一刀两段了咯!太可怕了!接下来的日子对我来说松了一口气,不必每天受xx的气,和把我从噩梦里唤醒的朋友们过得很快乐,我也开始拼了命的准备SPM,每天都在读书!考试那天,我跟她竟然坐隔壁!冤家路窄还真是一点都没错啊!在朋友们的鼓励与支持下,我有了勇气,在不受她那些有的没的的小动作的影响下考完了SPM!拿成绩那天,我和一个同学在无意间看见了她的成绩单,还蛮不理想的,2个A而已。级任老师对她的事也略有所闻,见到我们再看她的成绩也在笑我们。可笑的事,她都跟人家说自己拿八个A哦。。。 该不会是知道我8个A,她也幻想自己八个A吧。。。哈哈。。。
以上就是我的‘部分’噩梦!还有很多很多她在我美丽的中学回忆里留下的污点,如果真要一一写出来,三天三夜也不可能写完!当时学校的同学应该非常了解的啦。。。所以说我这辈子都不可能原谅她嘛!因为我跟她的渊源最深啊!(说真的啊。。。真怀疑她有精神分裂症或者是被害妄想症也。。。)这大概是我最后一次唤起这些可怕的记忆!跟大家分享一下这种‘奇闻异事’嘛!哈哈。。。
Thursday, May 29, 2008
第一次写部落格。。。请多多指教。。。
我最后还是踏上了“政府路”。。。haiz。。。原本以为自己绝不会再重回那种穿着讨厌的制服,每天天还没亮就要出门的生活,以为中学SPM过后就可以不用每天除了考试还是考试,要看电视也会存在罪恶感!原本计划好要读INTI的,面对那庞大数目的学费生活费,我还是退缩了。。。就不知道我这个决定是不是正确的。
虽然自己SPM的成绩还算不错,但STPM是被公认“世界上最难的考试”,就连那些博士也认为STPM是他们一生中最难的考试!天啊!真是无法想象它的难度!总之就是会让人闻之丧胆。。。一定觉得我很可笑吧?都说成这样了我还是读了!没错啦。。。我确实是很矛盾!不管了啦!没有试过又怎么知道自己不可以呢!最多再牺牲我一年半的自由,晚上不喝茶,不看电视,再当一年半的书呆子,一年半过后我的世界就会是美好的!!我要再次呼吸没有书本的空气!!(虽然也许到那时我是正在为着考不好而心烦意乱,不过就让我有这么一个期待吧!哈哈)
现在是放假,我的最后一个没有功课的假期!在我的世界还没完全被书占据之前好好的享受这种闲来无事的日子吧!假期一过,活泼的我就必须冬眠一年半咯!GAMBATEH!
